Leaving
Ireland First step :0)
It
was a bright sunny morning and a gentle breeze was blowing inland
from the sea. The sent of salt and freshly caught fish filled the air
as the local fishermen offloaded their weekly catch to the local
auction house, it was 8.30am. I pulled on the starter of our new
green lawn mower and began to cut the backyard that faced onto the
southwest corner of the harbor.
As
the mower was self-propelled, I followed along lost in thought
stopping only to guide the mower in the needed direction.
I
was thinking about how I had come to this place in my life, the
subsequent events, the fact that I had my life’s dream, Hotel by
the sea surrounded by mountains and terrific scenery, nice car,
motorcycle and all the amenities a good hotel can provide. But alas,
I was miserable, feeling unfulfilled and wanting back the peace I had
enjoyed when I first asked Jesus into my heart.
Then
the mower started to drag and veer of course. As I glanced down to
find the cause of the problem, I noticed that the left front wheel
had come off. I soon found it but could not find the nuts, washers
and bolt that held it in place. After I had searched for some time a
thought struck me, why not God challenge, hey what did I have to
loose.
So
I looked up to heaven and said God thank you for this Hotel and all
that you have allowed me have but I am miserable and I want to have
back what I had before and to follow you for the rest of my life and
London England keeps coming to mind and if you want me to go there, I
will, but my sign and confirmation will be if I find those nuts and
bolts, but not just find them but find then in a row.
As
soon as I prayed that, I turned around and there they were behind me
in a row in the spot I had walked over and searched many times.
I
did not hesitate I marched inside to the hotel laundry room, grabbed
a large blue laundry bag, went to my room and packed the bag with my
belongings and as I knew my Dad was driving to our house in cork city
I hitched a ride and also told him of my plans, I told my sister she
could have my half of the Hotel and of course they both gave me that
look of we know you will be back. I did not tell them what had
occurred earlier, they already thought I was nuts, why confirm it.
So
dad drove me to our house and I walked into my church to visit my
friends and tell them of my plans. It was great to see them all. They
laid hands on me and prayed that I would hear clearly from God and
then I went bought my boat ticket for London England and left 2 days
later.

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